Thursday, November 23, 2006

Happy Thanksgiving

I just wanted to say a quick hello! I love all of you and am very thankful for all of your love, prayers and support. It has been good and hard, growing and rewarding. I am having a wonderful time having the adventure of my life.

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any way having a great time a good weekend instore for myself. Eat up the turkey and let those muscles go limp as you fall into silent content comatose. Love you all, God Bless.

-Mike

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Plans, God and why...

So much is going on, school, life and if that isn't enough i already ate all the chocolate my mom sent me, it is gone... ;-(

So my Christmas break is going to look something like this...

Dec 15-21(22)
- Ireland; Dublin etc.
Dec 22(23)-Jan 4
- Norway; Oslo-->Trondhiem
Jan 4(5)-8(9)
- Austria-->Spain

Thats my idea, still scrounging money
My plane from Birmingham to Dublin will be $34 dollars!!! so cheap!
Plane from Dublin to Oslo will be $28 Dollars!!!!
But my big expense will be my eurail pass; somewhere between $611-645, which will get me around in Ireland, Norway, Austria and Spain and where ever else I decide to go, haha.
Then food and lodging, yuk!

God well, the Lord is showing me so much, the work of His hand in others, so easy to see it in others than in yourself. Also he is just showing me myself, scary thing, who out of any of us really wants to look at ourselves haha. Ohh man, there is a reason my generation especially surrounds themselves with TVs, Video Games, etc etc etc, we hate to hear our own minds... Are you able to just sit, quietly for long periods of time, do you feel like your wasting time, do you feel like it could be better used to do other things like watch TV, wash that counter, pick up that room, or practice your golf swing. We are a society of ADD kids, I know I am, my attention span is about as long as the width of my hair. 30 second commercials, instant gratification, microwaves and big macs, we want what we want now, pack all our lives into one day and try to forget about tomorrow.
Any way, slow down friends, you know the things that are vital, but cut some things out. One of my favorite things to do when I was in St. Paul, when ever I was there, I would always drive up to the capital and the cathedral, and I would just look at how huge the buildings were, then I would go into the Cathedral, and pick a pew, sit and just be in wonder at the hands that built that place. I would stare and just be silent. God knows us, and for some reason, when we go inside the big Church buildings we feel kind of safe, we remember the early years, for some of us they were a little earlier than others, but we are reminded of something simpler, when we didn't bog ourselves down with the strife of this life. God will come when you take a step towards Him. If your burnt out, sick of long nights and short days, or just wanting to just stop, sit and be in awe of who God is... Psalm 18

"I love you, Lord; you are my strength.
The Lord is my rock, my Fortress, and my Savior;
my God is my rock, in whom I find protection.
He is my shield, the strength of my salvation, and my stronghold."

The last time I was in the Cathedral, and a few times before that, I was sitting in awe, praying and reading. And a guy, a different person every time, came to me and asked me if I could help him, he told me his problems and his journey, it ended with me giving him no money, though I know he wanted it, and it wasn't because I didn't want to, but because I am a college kid and am as broke as he is. So I prayed for him. I prayed for the Lord's prevision, and for his protection and love.
When I opened my eyes, the guy was just starring at me. He didn't speak for a few seconds, lost in the want of someone truly trying to help not just giving to push a man away, he noticed that he wasn't a burden to me.

What do you love to do? I just ask, love to love.

I don't know where that man is now, maybe out on the street drunk, maybe begging for money, but maybe, just maybe he realized that his life has value, and it was worth more than a beggars ransom, but worth his heart to try at life instead of being a victim. Maybe, like most of you, love gave him courage. Find your Cathedral my friends, find your house of God, your house of Worship and long to be in awe of God. Your movement towards Him, will draw Him near. And if your really feeling daring today, ask Him for more. More of life, more of love, more of Him. Just beware of what you wish for. Hahaha. Love you all.

-Mike

Monday, November 13, 2006

Love conquors all Fear

I dunno what to write, the home sickness has finally struck me!

I told a friend all i wanted to do was drive in the red truck down a gravel road blaring some country music with the windows down. With uncontrollable events on either side of the ocean, I could really go for a late night conversation with my mom over tea or chocolate-chip cookies. I could also go for an old movie while sitting in my dads lap in his chair. and I am 21 years old haha.

But I am so glad I am here, if I was anywhere else other than here right now it wouldn't be right. I am exactly where I ought to be with the things of life raining down over my head.

Psalm 23

The Lord is my Shepard I shall not want,
He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me besides still water,
He restores my soul.

He leads me in the paths of righteousness,
For His name sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil
for you are with me
your rod and your staff they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies
you anoint my head with oil
my cups runs over

Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord -
Forever.

I wrote in a poem once, life comes at a funny time in ones own existence.

Life is just goofy.

So I'll keep living, I am sure all you old timers out there are saying, ohhh man there is mike over in England whining about life. You have a point. But here is one for ya,

No matter where you go... there you are.

Beaches, cities, home or abroad. You still have your mind, your heart and your soul.

Faith, hope and love, and the greatest of these is love.

-Mike

Saturday, November 11, 2006

The Good things...

You have no idea how amazing it is to get chocolate from your mother when your like 2 thousand miles away!!! Oh man... you have no idea what it feels like to eat all that chocolate in like one sitting!!! YUK!

Well not all of it, but a lot!

Life has been grand, I went through a little burn out, and am still resting because of it, but the reason for it... well they are the best reasons for burn out I have ever had. I went to Norway for ten days, got back had three days of school, went to Scotland for four days, came back and wrote a paper or two, and now I am just worn out. I thought like 3 days of just laying low would cure me, but it is proving to be alittle more than that. I am still tired and my mind is just on the edge between, crabby and happy. But it is alright, its half the battle just realizing that your burnt out, if you can admit it, then it is just stupid not to do anything about it. So I am spending as much time with God as I can. It is the only thing to do. I get rest, I drink orange juice eat ok, and be with God.

Today I went to this art museum in downtown Birmingham, ohh it was so beautiful. I was proud of myself because I one point I saw a bust (Head and shoulder sculpture) of this guy and I recognized the name. There is this guy in British Politics his name is Edmund Burke. He was a conservative durring the time of the american and french revolutions. He spoke out against the french and their destroying of the Monarchy. Any way, when Burke first came into Politics he was a clerk type guy for this man names, Charles, 2nd Marquis of Rockingham. And the bust was of that guy, Charles. I was blown away. I wasy most blown away that I remembered all that, then blown away that I didn't learn it in class but in a book I am reading about Burke for my own leasuire. Then I was blown away at the fact that I was looking at the man, whom brought Burke into Politics. Burke is known as one of the best Orators of British Politics... ever! And the best rhetoric writer of politics in the world for his time, though he was mainly concerned with British Politics, he had contemporaries of men like Thomas Paine! I mean come on! If you are known as one of the best, during a time of such great writers as PAINE! Wow your damn good. Any way, I am trying to learn about Burke, leanr from the best you know. Even people who didn't like him, still knew he was the best. But that aside, if you have any questions about Burke just e-mail me i'll tell you more haha.

Well, I went to the museum, and I was frustrated, because I was there to do an assignment, and the whole things was like 12 pages of questions, so I did it, but every questions was the SAME QUESTION just for a different work of art. Ohhh man I wanted to take my brain out of my head and give it a rest, you can only answer a question so many ways, before you want to rip the paper in half. So I was a bit crabby, then we; Jill, Kat, JR and I went to star-bucks (i hate american branch coffee shops, i miss the good old original ones, like Amazing Grace, or Jarabeks) I got an orange juice, cause coffee would of killed me. I felt better after that, but still alittle slow. I just need sleep.

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